we do
what we do
it is all just
action and reaction
right
and wrong
a conception
only
of the moment
to disappear
with all vanities
in the flow
of time
and you think
you have
reason
to create
or take
another life?
blue umbrella by greg. t. charlton is a work of poetic fiction. published by killer press may 2008. Isbn: 978 0 9751583 6 4. (c) copyright: greg. t. charlton. 2008. all rights reserved.
for Judith
Saturday 30 December 2006
The Gatwick Private Hotel
corridors
dark paths
of passion
burnt out
the white haired
ghosts
in the lobby
laughing
worlds off
to each side
spaces for minds
to roam
unattached
the keeper is
an old lady
who drinks
in the crucifix
room
Hitler drunk
crawling up
the steps
bottle in hand
and God
a sprightly septuagenarian
black Homburg
bright eyes
portmanteau
rings the bell
(c) greg. t. charlton. 2006.
dark paths
of passion
burnt out
the white haired
ghosts
in the lobby
laughing
worlds off
to each side
spaces for minds
to roam
unattached
the keeper is
an old lady
who drinks
in the crucifix
room
Hitler drunk
crawling up
the steps
bottle in hand
and God
a sprightly septuagenarian
black Homburg
bright eyes
portmanteau
rings the bell
(c) greg. t. charlton. 2006.
Thursday 28 December 2006
Tuesday 26 December 2006
to be ruthless
for
the present
is
to love
what you
are
and to be
true
to the world
as is
what you were
what I was
yesterday
or
in another
life
and time
is only
the reason
for now
it is not
a place
we can meet
nor should it
be
the indulgence
of the failure
to face
the unknown
in each other's
eyes
(c) greg. t. charlton. 2006.
for
the present
is
to love
what you
are
and to be
true
to the world
as is
what you were
what I was
yesterday
or
in another
life
and time
is only
the reason
for now
it is not
a place
we can meet
nor should it
be
the indulgence
of the failure
to face
the unknown
in each other's
eyes
(c) greg. t. charlton. 2006.
Friday 22 December 2006
nobody
knows
why it is
or what
the space
of mind
tries
to explain
itself
and then the world
(it begins
every moment)
God
is thinking
top
down
and hey
why not?
start there
or go
south
inside
vision
beyond
flesh and blood
or ground
and stone
to
physics town
bright lights
big city
a different
way to hide
or
you can find
in this
here
or that attempt
to make
create
(be your own)
until
the taste
of too much
alcohol
or saltpetre
or the sun
in your eyes
and heart
slide
into another
life
time has passed
in your bones
what can you recall?
and how
would you test
if anything
happened at all?
well a memory
is what?
I don't know
I just believe
like grasping
the sea
getting your story
straight
is never
right
where is the place
of rest?
as if
I don't think
therefore
I am
still
(c) greg. t. charlton. 2006.
knows
why it is
or what
the space
of mind
tries
to explain
itself
and then the world
(it begins
every moment)
God
is thinking
top
down
and hey
why not?
start there
or go
south
inside
vision
beyond
flesh and blood
or ground
and stone
to
physics town
bright lights
big city
a different
way to hide
or
you can find
in this
here
or that attempt
to make
create
(be your own)
until
the taste
of too much
alcohol
or saltpetre
or the sun
in your eyes
and heart
slide
into another
life
time has passed
in your bones
what can you recall?
and how
would you test
if anything
happened at all?
well a memory
is what?
I don't know
I just believe
like grasping
the sea
getting your story
straight
is never
right
where is the place
of rest?
as if
I don't think
therefore
I am
still
(c) greg. t. charlton. 2006.
Saturday 9 December 2006
Hicks and me
it's become
a question
of my art
and so
of me
that I cannot
approach
in words
the detention
of David Hicks
how to
begin?
what to say?
every image
unworthy
any statement
hollow
too real
for tricks
of the trade
perhaps
there are
subjects
too close
for the vanity
of verse
and is this one?
it should not be
rather
I think
reason for
the great poem
that makes
a difference
everything
Plato feared
should come now
in blood
and sweat
and I have
(but for this
apology)
gone dumb
perhaps
I am
closer to
the gaoler
than the man
detained?
you see
I cannot
imagine
for
David Hicks
and of
the sickness
that led
to this
the great silence
across the nation
why?
how?
I think
they slipped it in
on the assumption
'he must have done
something'
and
as a reason
for
the great atrocity
that was
to come
and
somewhere
between
the cricket
and
the footy
just when
everyone
needed
a focus
for their
miserable
pain
(c) greg. t. charlton. 2006.
a question
of my art
and so
of me
that I cannot
approach
in words
the detention
of David Hicks
how to
begin?
what to say?
every image
unworthy
any statement
hollow
too real
for tricks
of the trade
perhaps
there are
subjects
too close
for the vanity
of verse
and is this one?
it should not be
rather
I think
reason for
the great poem
that makes
a difference
everything
Plato feared
should come now
in blood
and sweat
and I have
(but for this
apology)
gone dumb
perhaps
I am
closer to
the gaoler
than the man
detained?
you see
I cannot
imagine
for
David Hicks
and of
the sickness
that led
to this
the great silence
across the nation
why?
how?
I think
they slipped it in
on the assumption
'he must have done
something'
and
as a reason
for
the great atrocity
that was
to come
and
somewhere
between
the cricket
and
the footy
just when
everyone
needed
a focus
for their
miserable
pain
(c) greg. t. charlton. 2006.
people
are quite
entrenched
engaged
en route
to the imaginary
of goal
reason is
just everything
drawn
into
the centre
of being
alive
(however
this is
dark or
without
the knowledge
of parameters)
every history
a serious
narrative
of the heart
you can
choose to pray
or go
few
attempt
escape
so
strange
to be
an animal
that thinks
about
thought
(we fashioned
God
from this
and separated
him
out
of the picture
as if
the burden
too much
to bear)
so
we return
to the minutiae
of seeing
what is seen
within
and speaking out
as if
another knows
the great illusion
of language
(we cannot
decipher)
and yet
just this
endeavour
our briefness
is
the measure
of
(it runs on
like
a gold
chain
down
into
nothing)
you discover
yourself
on the street
of delight
(as if you never
left)
between
the fit up
of history
and the openness
beyond
still
the miracle
ever present
yet always
gone
(c) greg. t. charlton. 2006.
are quite
entrenched
engaged
en route
to the imaginary
of goal
reason is
just everything
drawn
into
the centre
of being
alive
(however
this is
dark or
without
the knowledge
of parameters)
every history
a serious
narrative
of the heart
you can
choose to pray
or go
few
attempt
escape
so
strange
to be
an animal
that thinks
about
thought
(we fashioned
God
from this
and separated
him
out
of the picture
as if
the burden
too much
to bear)
so
we return
to the minutiae
of seeing
what is seen
within
and speaking out
as if
another knows
the great illusion
of language
(we cannot
decipher)
and yet
just this
endeavour
our briefness
is
the measure
of
(it runs on
like
a gold
chain
down
into
nothing)
you discover
yourself
on the street
of delight
(as if you never
left)
between
the fit up
of history
and the openness
beyond
still
the miracle
ever present
yet always
gone
(c) greg. t. charlton. 2006.
Saturday 2 December 2006
the argument for grace
consciousness
invents
the substratum
is knowledge
the only
foundation
to the absence
of
pure
experience
is nothing
it is
the centre
out of which
mind
makes
the world
is thus
once created
the source
of creation
(the hypothesis
that was never
put
once embraced)
so
on Tuesday
I will make
pancakes
and invite
Sarah and Nola
to tea
in the dark room
of joy and sorrow
at the old house
in the trees
where it is
always
autumn and dusk
(beauty
is any
equation)
(c) greg. t. charlton. 2006.
invents
the substratum
is knowledge
the only
foundation
to the absence
of
pure
experience
is nothing
it is
the centre
out of which
mind
makes
the world
is thus
once created
the source
of creation
(the hypothesis
that was never
put
once embraced)
so
on Tuesday
I will make
pancakes
and invite
Sarah and Nola
to tea
in the dark room
of joy and sorrow
at the old house
in the trees
where it is
always
autumn and dusk
(beauty
is any
equation)
(c) greg. t. charlton. 2006.
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